Monday, January 12, 2009

Change is the only constant.

Just when I thought things couldn't get worse... Nate and I broke up yesterday. For some reason it went right along with the usual date. What is it about the 11th of the month for break- ups in my life? I think this is the fourth one, but I'm not really counting. All I can say is that we're still friends, we're both pretty broken up about it, and it's permanent. There never really is a good explanation for something that brought so much joy and fun into my life, to be over. Things just happen.

I don't get it. My sister's good friend just got married on Saturday, and she's 19. How did she do it????? It is yet another day in the life of a single person. At least he didn't string me along for a year then drop me, like one of my friends just experienced. It could be worse!

What in the world is Heavenly Father's plan for me? Right now I have no clue. I think I'll go take another nap.

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