No news is good news

I'm not sure where this cliche' came from, or what it actually means, but thought I'd used it. I do have news, but really don't feel much like writing it. I've probably procrastinated long enough, so here it goes: I am back to being a single, for reals, not dating anyone, Mormon. Nate and I broke up almost two weeks ago, but because of the responses last time, I didn't want to write here, or on Facebook. Oh well, at least I if it's written, I won't have to deal with the "are you engaged yet?" questions. What happened? Well, it was actually a completely different reason than the last time. It was just the same problem that keeps coming up (see the post about storming out to the stop sign at 1 am). Something just snapped inside of me, and I just didn't want to deal with it for the rest of my life, so we're done.

It's weird, but I actually have been feeling OK, like it was the right thing to do, and that we'll both be fine on our own- or with someone else. It's just hard to be this old, thinking of starting over again. I have a lot to be grateful for in this last relationship- I actually opened up again, let somebody in, dated for longer than a month, and all of the other things I thought I'd never do again as long a I lived! We had a basically healthy relationship, had fun, and ended without either one hating the other. Thanks Nate. See ya around.