Bored

Here's another tag... I might have done it before, but I saw it on Rachel's blog and liked it. My answers are sure to astound you this time!

I Thought
that I'd never email anybody more than once a day, ha!

I Am
SOOOO appreciative of the gospel, needing to having the SPIRIT with me, in awe of the atonement, grateful for Joseph Smith and Pres. Monson, and loving the scriptures and Ensign.

I Want
To start running and hiking again, as soon as my eyes stop drooping with sleepiness, and my feet stop pounding from standing all day. I have faith, it'll happen someday!

I Wish
you were here.

I Hate
war, still hate that one. I also hate the feeling that people don't like me :(

I Fear
That of my Filipino/Indonesian buddies have (not so secret) crushes on me! Why can't it be someone who speaks my language? Cultural differences are huge when it comes to liking someone. uggh

I Hear
Birds chirping as I hike the hill to work. Ahhh how did I ever live in a city?

I Search
for peace and contentment. I come pretty close while jogging around the Sylvan Lake, and of course while in the temple. How am I going to make it living 6 hours away from Heavenly Father's house? Don't take it for granted all of you who live a few minutes, or one tiny hour away!

I Wonder
if I'll ever be able to stay in one place? So far the answer is no. Maybe if I find that one and only? Somehow he'll love the wanderlust right out of me... Or he'll just wander the world with me... hm I like that idea a whole lot better!

I Regret
Being negative, and criticizing Emily. I love you little sis, SORRY!!!!!!!! Really I am.

I Love
people: meeting new people, finding old people (long lost friends), hanging with people, getting my car washed by said people, road trip buddy people, talking on the phone to people... I LOVE MY PEOPLE!

I Ache
I can't think of anything I really ache for, except for a swearing free workplace!!!

I Always
try to find the meaning to my life. Not why am I here, but what should I be doing with my life right now? I always wonder if I should be doing more.

I Usually
eat weird food, but not so much anymore since employee meals are prepared by cooks who usually make "normal" food. I can't believe I've eaten this much meat!!!! I've probably eaten the same amount of meat in two 1/2 weeks, that I usually do in a year. I even ate some steak and didn't die, like I once supposed!

I Am Not
Vegetarian. I promise.

I Dance
in my mind all the time. Anyone want to waltz in real life?

I Sing
also in my head all the time. Lately I sing in church but that's about it. I wonder if the branch has a choir?

I Never
thought I'd make it to Martin's Cove. Chance of a lifetime, and I just happened to pass it on my way to my job.

I KNOW
That the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints is the only true church upon the earth, that Joseph Smith was a true prophet and that Thomas S. Monson is called of God to lead us today. I know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God, that temples ordinances will help us gain salvation, and that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ are aware of each of us, loving and caring for us--- even in our darkest days.

I Rarely
dream (or at least remember them), but I did this morning! Why is it that I only remember dreams if they deal with guys??? Rude.

I Cry
during movies (hardly ever without their aid). Has anyone seen "Miss Rose White," or "Brian's Song (The new one only)"? They are my crying movies, and I can cry any time I watch one.

I Am Not Always
happy. Shocker I know.

I Lose
pretty much anything... my car in the parking lot, my glasses in the morning when I can't see to find them, my mind occasionally, and many items that somehow hide themselves in my 5 by 5 (I haven't really measured) dorm room. How is it possible to loose something in such a tiny space?

I'm Confused
by the sign above my head that says, I will like you as long as you have emotional baggage!" Prison, are you kidding me????

I Need
to take that neon sign off my head... besides that I really need a drink of water. Have you ever pondered the idea that it's a little strange to only drink water, juice, and milk? I feel normal other places, but not being a pop drinker has it's drawbacks when that's all that's around, and water is getting drab.

I Should
appreciate all that I have more!

I Dream
well not at night, but I daydream about owning an RV and a Kayak. Anyone know of some good deals? My real dream is that we can live a celestial life here on earth. How great would it be if everyone in world paid tithing and fast offerings? I can't wait for that day.